recommit

I've had a rough fucking past 6 months as far as anxiety and career choices go. It's taken a toll and I've suffered enough. What I have to do now is recommit to my choices. I chose to return to CGK. I knew at the time I begged my job back how weird it can get here. And I've pouted about it enough, felt genuine anxiety over it, suffered enough panic attacks. I'm here and I'm not going anywhere until I get accepted into law school. Period.

My job now is to make the best of it. Make it good. Make it fantastic. Renew it, refresh it, recommit to it. I am a precocious fucking individual. I am capricious. I know I can definitely make that shit work for me and I know I can turn this fucking law firm on its head.

Things are kind of looking up. Attitude has a lot to do with it. I also have wee chunk of money coming to me. We'll see how far it goes and what exactly I can do with it. Ugh. I have a feeling my plans for travel and camp are bunk though.